I remember telling my mom that "I played with the man's birdie until it threw up in my face" I also remember Tommy Caruso taking me to steal a butter fingers from the general dollar store and he got me high on drugs I think or I was suffering from concussion because everything went black and I remember being given a golden chain at the corner of Blandina and Mohawk while waiting to escort an adult. I also remember being raped in the ass. They are very dark memories because of the drugs. I remember telling my Mom that when they play with my butt I enjoy it so much and that I can't feel my birdie for some reason when they are doing it. She acted disturbed and scared for her baby but not that much, I remember them giving her a big bag of white stuff to stay silent. They smacked me up and told me it was all a nightmare I think.
I was the one who taught all my cousins about sex too. It's because I was sold by my mother's family for drugs. Guy's love kids playing with their birdies I guess. 🤷
Foster focus mag is a good name too because most of these kids are foster kids. Who would risk my minor ass bleeding out? It would be a man slaughter charge and you'd miss me a lot. Instead they do it to foster children. Someone has been spray painting the word foster all over town too and I think it is one of the black dealers who are trying to wake us all up to this because he knows it is evil!!!! It must end now!!!
My mother used to always tell me at least once a year "Frankie if you are gay I'll always love you" and I'd say "wth yuck" and she'd smile like a psychopath and change the topic fast almost as if she was checking to see if I'd remember and she'd hit me again.
I think my parents hate me so much because I told Grandpa Hughy about how weird I was. I wasn't supposed to let him know at all. He beat up my Uncle Pat for doing similar shit I think.
Anything that is wrong with me is their fault, mainly because my childhood was torture and all the head trauma makes me stupid still to this very day; I am very slow paced because of it all....